shoRtone4307's Xanga

Monday, June 07, 2004

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:43:17 GMT

okay...correction on that last one....CALEB IS MY GOD!!! not j.r. giddens..!!! I LOVE U!!!

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 15:42:49 GMT

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 19:02:58 GMT

I LOVE KENNY CHESNEY! OMG SO MUCH!!! i had so much fun! i never did find alissa and nat because there were SO MANY PEOPLE but i had fun with katie and mary!!! omg!!!! words dont even describe it! he played JACK AND DIANE! so i had to call jack..cause its our song!! lol!...but he said he could only hear mumbling, and thats what brad said when we called him, too...so oh well. we tried!! AND I SAW LIZA!!!!! AND LAUREN!!! i miss them so much! i'm having a vball party sometime soon, maybe...and i'll get to see them for a whole night!! YAY!!!

butttt today was tracy nuckols' funeral. it was sooo sad but the service was amazing!!! olivia and tyler are soo strong i don't know how they do it! and look completely adorable and be nice at the same time!! i almost didnt cry through the whole service until they played on eagles wings...omg! so sad!! it was practically 1 year ago when i was at another funeral...i hate them!!

i did see caitlin, megan, and britt tho! and i hadn't seen them in a while! so that was fun at the luncheon! i'm glad cait hasn't died at drivers ed yet! i dont know what id do without her and her 5 SECOND RULE!!!! lol...

i feel bad cause rj went to the guys bball game today cuz he thought i was going...and mrs c offered to take me but i was all dressed up and they were leaving right after the funeral. i have to see him tomorrow though! or i never will! cause we have vball camp all next week!! and games. and i might have a bbsitting job?? and then i go canoeing next weekend!! it'll be fun!

i love you!!! and i love caleb!!!! AND KENNY! haha...XO!!!

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 04:38:14 GMT

why do people have to be so confusing? it's like no matter how hard i try and what i do to try to prove my point, it doesn't seem to be getting across. and it sucks. i wish i could find the correct words to say what i'm feeling, and for once actually get a response that means something...

i don't know what i'd do without friends to talk to about everything. i love you guys sooo much! thank you! for everything!

....i miss emma. it's been a week, and i need it to have been 6 months...

kenny concert friday! and rascal flatts! god, i'm looking forward to it!

Friday, May 28, 2004

Fri, 28 May 2004 01:53:39 GMT

so i think all of my finals have gone pretty well, with the exception of world geo, that one was a smidge harder! and i had a little problem with our school being stupid, so i had to take a make up final today because i missed the first one yesterday. yeah it's a longer story, but there were like 70 of us that had to leave cause we couldn't take finals because of our parents...but tomorrows the last day of school and YEAH im excited! i'll miss everyone though. i love summer, but i won't get to see everyone practically every day like i have been for the last year now. SoOo...I love you all and we're hanging out sometime!! especially since i don't know if im comin back to ohara next year...yeah long story. i'll talk about it more later...butttt

today was the best day ever! caleb came over to study, and we were outside cause it was really nice out. but then it got to hot and i decided we needed to have a water fight. and after one of the hoses (we didn't know it was broken) flooded my basement and we cleaned it up, we SOAKED eachother. it was so much fun! and it rained later on, too. i love rain. awesome day!!! i have too much fun with him! xo caleb!!

yeahhh! summer is here! yay! i love u!! xo!!

Monday, May 24, 2004

Mon, 24 May 2004 21:37:38 GMT

I LOVE THIS SONG! so much!!! and i love you!!!

Only 4 days of school left! and they're all early dismissals! YEAH! so i'm excited! this summer is going to be a blast... i can feel it!

I Love You Caleb!

Friday, May 21, 2004

Fri, 21 May 2004 02:01:27 GMT

today was a great day! i love everyone so much!

caleb is so damn crazy....wow i love him.

this weekend is looking good

and school is almost out baby! HELL YEAH!

xo!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Tue, 18 May 2004 00:39:12 GMT

each time i look at my xanga i think about how much i miss the beach and how i want to go. i'm not going to jersey this summer though...so there goes that one. too much volleyball. i love it...but sometimes life would be so easy if i didn't play. but maybe i'd get bored...i don't know.

so the varsity baseball lost tonight to holden. good job to all of you guys! i love you all and i was by far your biggest fan!

so maybe varsity soccer will win state now. if they go to st louis to play i'm soo going! i haven't seen them play as much as i wanted to though.

xo!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 03:25:15 GMT

so once we got over all the stress and worrying...this week was good. actually it was awesome. i love u caleb!!

i just have to say sorry to all my friends (especially katie and emma) that i didn't talk to as much cause i had so much on my mind. i love you girls. and everyone else too! don't ever forget that...no matter how i act.

i changed my song on here - i wish they had the version where john mayer sings it with brad paisley. it's so amazing. i'm obsessed with both of them - it's a perfect match!

tonight i went to brian's with all the guys. yeah jack said other girls were goins...but... he sucks and lied to me! but oh well it was...fun. deffinately a different side of guys. it sucks that caleb couldn't go. and now it's too late to call him...

tomorrow i'm going to watch varisty baseball kick some ass! yeah i'm excited. a 10 am game baby! in harrisonville! jack and i will be there to support you all all the way! yeahhh!

i think i'm going to bed now. i love you all so much! sweet dreams!

always!!! ~Paige!!

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Sun, 09 May 2004 02:02:55 GMT

so last week was a little crazy and i had a few days where i was just...blah. yeah. sorry to anyone i acted weird towards. i just get so tired of always having to be and expected to be in a good mood all the time. it's like if i actually act sad or not completely happy and fine then everyones like all worried and asking whats wrong. can't i be upset for once? i mean, seriously. faking it won't do anything. so don't tell me to act happy. not until i can actually be happy. it's better then. thank you to caleb for being here for me to talk to and help make me feel better. i don't know what i'd do without you.

soo..mrs alee has the awesomest basement in the world. it has a pool table and basketball court. it was awesome!! caleb and i had too much fun over there with all the teachers.

and then last night i went to WOF with all the guys. it was supposedly invite only, but the lines were major long. i still had fun!! i think trae and i are the only ones whose stomaches werent phased by all the rides. i'm pretty pissed they don't have the orient express anymore though. i loved that thing. i had a great night. even if i was the only girl. those guys are so fun to be with! way too much fun!

today i had to make breakfast for garrett and ian at like 9 am.. and i didnt get home til like 12:30 this morning either, so that sucked. i was exhausted. and then ian lost his shoes..very hectic! (sp?) then the jamesons picked me up and i went out to the guys kearney baseball game. i had an awesome ride out there with calebs parents and adam. haha...then we won! in the bottom of the 7th. great job celtics! i'm your number one fan! and caleb had a shut out!! so did shane..but caleb's matters more! i don't know why but then he didn't pitch the next inning..sad day. oh well! i love all those guys! and i got sun burn for the first time in forever and i am soo excited! yeah! and adam is the coolest little kid ever. i had a great time with him today. he took care of me. he would just do random nice things for me like get me water. it was so cute! he's going to be just like his brother...but then i had to come home. so i took my nails off. and to anyone who just for some reason wants tips put on DON'T DO IT. it hurt like hell to get them off. and it took a long time. next time, i'm doing it professionally. i don't care if its like 50 bucks. its better than all the pain i had to deal with by doing it myself!

i love you! a lot!